First Love!

First Love!! It happens to everyone and everyone has to go through that phase at some point in life. It’s the most beautiful phase of life and it either happens with the right person at a wrong time or with the wrong person at the right time. You feel that you found someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you have never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more from them. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true and goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something good or something unexpected happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, you always know that they will share the equal excitement with you. You run to them in the first place, when you are in trouble.

It mostly happens at a quite young age where your body is already excited and ready with the rush of hormones to love someone. They give you butterflies in your stomach when you see them for the first time, the moment when you touch them, you feel the divine love. The wait to see them after a long day gives you joy and you feel that it is worth the wait, when they hold your hand. Colors seem brighter and more glorious. You see every day in a different way, where you have never seen in life. You feel so loved and warmth by them.

You are not embarrassed or cry with them or in front of them. You will act as a fool and make fun of yourself in front of them to make them laugh. You always dream living a happy life with them all the time. You fantasize and think about waking up next to them every day. You feel delighted in their company and the way they show how much you love them or how much you mean to them. They tell you how beautiful you are and how much they are feeling proud to be with you. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around.

Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you.

You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate that will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. 

You always cherish their voice where you spoke to them for hours, remember their dislikes, likes, the places where you went together, music you have listened together, and everything about them.  You remember your first kiss, first touch and you remember all the first things you have done with them, no matter whether you live with them forever or not, expect and dream about living with them for the whole life and always wants to be with them, no matter what happens and what you get back!

Even when you are not pretty sure about being with them forever or even after breaking up with them, you always carve a special place for them in your heart, which will never let that feel to go no matter what happens and how many persons pass across your life, you will never forget your first love and nothing can replace the essence or memories you spent with them. People are really lucky whose first love is the one which lasts forever with them and who can feel the essence of it.

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