Bad dream!

It was completely dark and she was in the midst of a huge and dense forest, where nothing can be seen clearly. She could sense that something is spooky and some bad senses were pulling her down.

Someone pulled her hair; she turned to see who it was but to her surprise there was no one, she stood there numb and tried to understand where she was! Someone pulled her hair again; she turned again, but couldn’t find anyone. Some strange fear passed down her body and felt cold at her spine. She got goose-bumps as a sensation of fear and tried to run.

She began to run to escape from the place, but something was chasing her, she wasn’t sure whether it was someone or something, all she could hear was only noise, heavy footsteps approaching her, but couldn’t see a person or nothing. Sweat was running through her body and her clothes became wet. She wants to scream her lungs out for help, but couldn’t! She tried hard, but not a word came out of her throat, she felt weak, creepy, struck, numb and helpless!

She started to run again for long distance, but she couldn’t find a path to escape, she suddenly felt that someone placed a hand on her shoulder, she was almost dead of that creepy thing and wondered who it might would be and the fear ran through her nerves and turned to see who it was. It was a big branch and leaves of a tree. She felt little relieved and sat down under the tree.

She felt thirsty, hungry and tired of running. Then she suddenly felt that someone was holding her waist from the back, pulling her down, she thought of moving her legs and getting up, but she couldn’t. All she could feel was paralyzed, she wants to scream high, get rid of it, but couldn’t, she tried hard to move but got struck by something. She started to cry, but no voice came out. She tried hard to move away, but couldn’t. Fear passed down every nerve of her and thought that it might be the last day of her life; she cried all alone, feeling helpless and suddenly she got up from sleep with sweat running down her forehead and neck. She then realized that the thing which she experienced was a bad dream!!




Hidden feelings

It’s 1.00 am and the weather is windy. Leaves began to fall down from the trees. He couldn’t sleep, so he opened laptop and watched his favorite episode .He couldn’t continue for the second episode. He felt that something is haunting inside him! The wind from the windows waved as a sign of rain. He closed the laptop and went to the book shelf and found a book by famous author. It’s romantic one and he thought that it’s not the time for romance and opened another penny dreadful one of his collection and read few pages, but still he couldn’t feel even the slight change in his mind and heart.
He closed the book and stood near the window and looked outside at the leaves which are moving for the wind. He felt chilled wind touching his forehead and cheeks. His thoughts went back to the days, the days of his happiness, joy, pain! He thought of her, her beautiful divine eyes, her beautiful heart, her angel smile, her love which changed his life, her smell of a fruitful reference. He felt a frozen punch in his heart and he got remembrance of her face when she was on death bed! Her moribund face, her faded smile and her weak body.

He couldn’t grip anymore and he felt a warm tear falling down the cheeks. He cried his heart out. He felt sedated at heart and it started raining. He thought that those raindrops might be her tears that couldn’t see him crying! He remembered his promise to her that he would never cry and fend him and smile all the time and wiped the tears and smiled back at the sky!!A raindrop touched his cheek. He went back to his bed and opened his drawer, looked at the beautiful image of her, hugged the frame and slept!


It’s written in response of Mindlovemiserymenagerie Wordle week #131 Challenge


Romantic love🌹💞

She returned from office to home as usual and parked the car. She took her laptop bag, handbag and searched for the keys to open the door, but to her surprise it’s already opened. She got a bit confused and startled. She went inside and sensed the perfume, a well known erotic and memorized scent of his. She felt so amazed to sense this smell after a long time. As she followed to the kitchen she found her favorite chocolate cake and pizza baked. She took the cream with her finger and licked.

She looked on the coffee table where she found a note saying “miss u beautiful, waiting to touch you”. She blushed slightly and knows pretty well, who written that and followed to the bedroom. She saw a bunch of 300 red roses which are aromatic and a note attached to it saying “a rose for each single day I missed you”…she smiled by seeing that and looked beside roses; she found her favorite chocolate box. She felt happy as a child and looked around for him. She went in search of him. She followed staircase and reached terrace, but couldn’t find him. Its dark and sky is filled with stars and a complete moon. She suddenly felt tight arms surrounding her waist and a soft lips kissed her at the back of her neck. She missed that kiss, something rushed through her veins and she didn’t turn back to see him.“Miss you like hell” he whispered.  She is enjoying the longing feeling of his and remained silent. She knows how much he loves her and she want him to express more.
He came in front of her to see her in moonlight. Her face seems to be like a wax doll in the moonlight .He kissed her on her forehead; she felt the touch and hugged him. She could listen to his heartbeat as he is tall and well built. She remained silent and said “love you honey”. He took her face in his arms and kissed her on her lips passionately as there is no tomorrow. She kissed him even more passionately as the world is going to end. Their lips locked and tongues entwined. He suddenly stopped and said “I love you to the moon and back”. She hugged him tight and said “missed you so much “. He carried her in his arms like a baby and took her to the bedroom and they made love passionately as the bodies craved for each other’s touch and their bodies entwined with each other and their souls filled with the intimacy of their bond!



Mom’s Advice

It’s a misty morning where Rachel is primping in front of mirror for her favorite get-together after long years. She is happy with what she has now and very excited to see her old friends after a long span of time. Anu, Rachel’s daughter who is 31 year old is lost into her thoughts. Rachel was observing her by looking at her from the mirror and thought that she was not seemed to be quite happy since yesterday!

Rachel: “Anu! Is everything fine with you?”

Anu: “I don’t know mom”.

Rachel:”I have been observing you, from the day you came here and you don’t seem to be happy at all”.

Anu started crying and Rachel came to her who is sitting on a bed with cross-legged. Rachel hugged her and passed the tissue to her to wipe the tears.

Rachel: Honey! Why are you crying like this? I haven’t seen you crying in recent years! What’s the reason for this? Tell me I will help you in all the possible ways!

Anu: My relationship is not going well with my husband mom. He is not the same as once he was during college. I loved him so much and now being with him is like a torture.

Rachel: hmmm….baby you are observing change in him, but did you observe change in yourself?

Anu looked puzzled at her mom and said “change in me? I’m the same mom. It’s him who changed now, who has time for everything except for me and who is ignoring me these days.”

Rachel: “Honey! Let me tell you one thing, i am not telling that total mistake lies with you, but even you are responsible for whatever happens in your relationship! See me and your dad were once lovers, now we are happy couple and living happily together. Even I faced a lot at the starting year of my wedding, later I understood the changes and adapted to them.”

Anu: “Don’t blame dad mom! He is a nice person. He will never hurt you as nick is hurting me now!”

Rachel: ummm…she sat on bed cross legged and took anu’s hand and kissed her. “Okay dear! Now tell me what all changes you have observed and what all the problems you are facing with Nick till now, we will sort this out. It’s a promise!”

Anu: “Mom can’t tell you because its not a single change and single thing. There is no point in sorting things out and all. I just want to stay away from him for couple of months!”

Rachel: “Later? After couple if months everything will be solved? Do you think this is the ultimate solution now?”

Anu: ———————– Silence ————————————— after few minutes “okay mom listen, he is coming home late every day, but I thought it’s okay because he is working hard, he is not spending time with me, he doesn’t want to  have dinner with me, he is not bothered about me, he got promotion last week and he didn’t tell me that ,i got to know from his colleagues. I’m all alone at home and he is least bothered about how I feel the whole day! Now he got his own world, his office, his colleagues, his parties and who knows may be dates even! In college I was his world and he used to be with me, only with me, now he has got another world of happiness.”

Rachel: Smiled at her daughter’s innocence and said “let me ask you few questions honey .When he is coming home late did you ever ask the reason?

Anu: “Why should I? Isn’t that his responsibility to inform?”

Rachel: “You are taking things in a wrong way dear. When you were in love his staple goal is to marry you and achieve you happily, now he got that, so his goal will be changed .His goal will be to take good care and working hard for your own family!

Anu is listening carefully to her mom…

When he arrived late it’s you who should ask how his day was, then it will be as a stress reliever to him. When he is not calling you, why can’t you call and ask whether he is coming home for dinner or tell the plan that you want to go out for dinner! He might want to surprise you this weekend about his promotion, when you came to know by his colleagues, why didn’t you plan and throw a surprise party to him? Anu! You are the who chose to be at home. Nick left it to your choice he said “you can stay at home or you can’t work it’s your choice” right?

He has his own World, yes you are right! Everyone should have their own anu. Now I’m not asking your father to involve in this get-together , because it’s my own world of friends and I’m going to enjoy it, that doesn’t means that I’m ignoring your father. We both love each other that don’t means that one’s freedom needs to be affected and both should be together always! Tell me how your sex life is”?

Anu felt strange and remained silent for few seconds and said “I don’t have any problem with that. His intimacy is same on bed”.

Rachel: “You said there might be dates with others, if in that case why your sex life will be amazing? Can’t he go and have sex with his date-chicks? Anu! Let me tell you life is not so easy and do love? It’s complicated but it’s us who should make it liter and get immersed in love.

In a relationship giving is the first thing and later what you get in return doesn’t matter because it’s not a business! May be nick doesn’t have time to give and show his love, so you start doing it. I know he loves you so much and how much he struggled to marry you, so leaving him for couple of months for small reasons don’t work and it’s not good at your part! If you love a person, you should support them at odd times and understand them!

Anu No relationship can survive without trust, honesty and communication, no matter how close you are”.

Anu hugged her mother and kissed her .She now knew what to do and went happily to her home to express her love to her beloved husband!



An affair

It’s a rainy evening where sky is calm and wind is heavy, Angela sat at the coffee table. Her heart is heavy with guilt and her stomach is filled with sorrow! A voice from inside her haunted and screamed from inside “you are only his mistress“. She thought of his wife who is ingenue at nature and she wondered why he comes to her everyday even though he has such a beautiful, caring wife whose love is irreplaceable and immeasurable! Her inner voice screamed again “he comes to you only to have his everyday dose of sex!”  She felt numb and frozen by the lines of the voice. She also wondered why she still likes him when he is coming only for sex! He is fetish of her, only of her body, but not for her love and soul.

Angela felt that she is the Vandal of their relationship who destroyed his wife’s trust and faith! Above all she likes him. She can’t constitute him to leave his wife, yet she can’t leave him because of the love she had for him. A sarcastic voice screamed again from inside “you love him so much but only it’s a mistress love”! She felt a lump in her throat and she couldn’t move by the lines said by her inner voice. She is in maze of the thoughts running through her mind!

She felt strange and she thought of his wife, who needs him the most now because she has undergone the scapula surgery. She thought of telling him about his guilty feeling of their relationship, but he couldn’t, because she imagined his scarlet face he will have after telling and he might get hurt too. She felt her head strong and heavy of this feeling. She decided to write in a paper and she did! She packed all her luggage and left the place. She felt relief in heart for what she did and felt that she rectified her mistake by doing so!


Weekly Mindlovemiserymenagerie wordle challenge


Bridge of love 💚

It is a hot sunny day and the road seems to be clear out with less traffic.

She: “ Why are you so serious today?”

He: “No! I’m alright!”

She: “Really?then why are you not looking at me?”

He: “I’m in driving seat and I’m driving ,if i look at you ,we will be in hell soon.”

She: “Anywhere with you will be the lovely place for me!”


She:“ How was my performance on stage today?”

He: “ You are a great dancer,so obviously it will be good.Incase if i say it’s not ,you have great fans and they might get hurt!”

She: “ is this sarcasm or jealousy?”

He:“ what the hell should i be jealous?”

She: “ Let’s be frank now! What’s the problem with you?”

He:“ Nothing! it’s you who is considering as a problem!”


She: “ I don’t feel that you are normal,not today but from past days.You are avoiding eye contact, not speaking as you used to, coming late to home. Can you please now stop acting and tell me what’s happening with you?!”

He: Stopped the car and started yelling.  “ It’s  you !Yes the problem is you.You are the one who changed.You are the one who doesn’t have time for me ,but you have lot of time for your performances. You are the one who forgot our anniversary today,you are the one who became busy.You know how many days i have waited at the dining table to have dinner with you? You know how many times i have waited all alone? You will never know because ,i don’t want to hurt you with the changes! “

She: “ whatare you even telling? How can you think this way?Before our wedding itself i said you that dancing is not only my profession ,but it’s my passion too.. I’m just doing it because i love this and to earn and save money for our future.  “

He:“ So do you think that i can’t earn and do you think I’m useless? Can’t i earn for my own love and family?”

She: “Oh my god! What happened to you ! Listen i didn’t mean what you thought.You can earn enough for now but I’m helping you to save for the future!

i haven’t changed at all. Yes, i admit that i don’t have time ,but it doesn’t mean that i don’t love you.You are the one who is unable to accept the changes and responsibilities, previously when we were in love ,we didn’t have enough responsibilities and we had time for each other.Now we are married and became little busy that doesn’t mean that the intimacy between us is gone.

Previous before marriage you used to encourage my profession with all the love and support and after marriage the same person is complaining!I can’t see the bridge of love between us which we have built! I have never complained to you about this because ,i know pretty well that things will change according to time.

See honey! I’ll continue this profession only till get conceived ,after that when i feel that we have saved enough for our kids ,i will stop everything and be only with you.Try to understand things.I love you so much . I’m a great dancer now with all your love and support .I need them forever! I can’t see things fading like this between us!”

Tears roll down ger cheeks and he wiped them and touched her cheeks toom her face in his hands.

He: “ Sorry baby!i didn’t mean to hurt you”.

She:“ You didn’t hurt me with your words bit you did with your silence. I can’t bear the gap between us.I didn’t forget our anniversary check the dash board you will find a letter written by me and i thought of surprising you with lunch at the place where we first met. I might be busy ,i don’t have time for all the other things ,but when it comes to you nothing is the important thing to me !You are the one whom i love so much and want you to be sane forever!When things go worse between us ,you shouldn’t change according to them!

He:hugged her and said “ i love you honey and I’m sorry i didn’t notice your letter. As long as you need my support ,i will be there for you and it’s a promise. Please smile now ,i can’t see my baby doll like this and let’s go for lunch at your favorite place”.

She smiled and he kissed her passionately with all the love which they missed from past days!



She sipped her favorite double shot cappuccino sitting at the table of her favorite place and opened her laptop and checked the emails, suddenly she glanced at the date it’s October 26 ,2016 .A strange sudden feel passed through her veins. It’s his birthday and it’s been five years, but still she feels the same for him and this day reminds her of her nostalgic moments!
She closed the laptop, finished her cappuccino and lost in thoughts to the past days where they met at the same coffee shop , spent hours together holding each other hands, took pictures of themselves, had silly fightsspoke dirty, planned their future at the same table and the same place.

It’s January 3rd, 2009 on a sunny morning he entered into coffee shop to have his expresso,he ordered for one and settled at a table and involved himself in a magazine. As its weekday coffee shop is not much crowded and then she enters with a beautiful smile ordered her double shot cappuccino and sat at another table. They both had their coffees and when she was about to leave a voice called her from behind

: “Excuse me?!”

She turned back with an attitude and said “yes”?

:”when you ordered coffee and passed through my table, an earring of yours fallen at my table and this is the one” and he gave her earring to her.

: In surprise she checked her ear found the empty ear, smiled and said “yes! It’s mine thank you”.

:”Pleasure is all mine to meet you and you have such a beautiful smile, i have ever seen!!”

: blushed slightly by his words, shook hand and introduced her.

They both introduced themselves and left the coffee shop. Days passed by and they met in the same coffee shop often and exchanged numbers. Both started to like each other and started introducing each other to their friends and started hanging out with each other. One fine day on a cool rainy evening on October 10, 2009

He: “can I ask you a question dear?”

: “yes! Sure. Why are you hesitating?”

 “I just don’t know how to start and I’m not good at expressing thoughts, but I have to today. See, I have met many girls in my life, but never ever connected so much with anyone as I did with you. I don’t know where this goes and the first time when i saw you in the same coffee shop, I felt a special bond between us.”

: Staring at him with her puppy eyes and in a husky voice she said “complete it”.

: I really can’t imagine your absence in my life and can’t express how much your presence mean to me. I can’t promise you but I will take good care of you for the rest of our life. I can’t imagine you getting married and being in the arms of some other man. Just be my side on each single day in my life and make it bright!

He took a bouquet of roses and her favorite chocolates from his bag and gave her. He took her hand into his and said I love you , please accept my love ,i can’t live without you. Be as the mother for my kids and please consider me as another kid and bear me for the rest of life.

Tears rolled out of her eyes for his words and she said “i love you more than you do, I was waiting for this moment. This is the awesome moment of my life and you are the man of my dreams and fantasies”.

He bent forward and kissed her on forehead and that day it started like that where they laughed together, spent time together, kissed each other even at public, cooked for each other, surprised each other, showered each other with gifts, planned fantasized dates, many moonlight dinners. 

It’s their one year anniversary of love and she invited him to home and planned a romantic dinner .They had dinner sat in the balcony and gazed stars, spoke about their future. She said that she is going to surprise him and took him to a room of scented candles. She wanted to show how much she loved him and they ended up making love. She said “This was the gift which I wanted to give you on our anniversary. Nothing more than this can tell how much I love you”. He kissed her softly and their bodies entwined with loving souls. Months passed by and he got a call by her to meet him immediately at the coffee shop.

He: He kissed and asked “what’s the matter honey?”

She: “I don’t know how you will take this but I’m not happy as well as not sad, but I’m worried because of this. Don’t get panic by this. I got conceived and it’s second month.”

He: “what’s the f**k? Oh my god! It’s all because of your surprise, i didn’t plan any precaution and i couldn’t do anything! Are we really ready for this!? How can I tell this at home? ”

She: “I don’t know! We are well settled financially, we love each other but marriage is the only thing which we didn’t have and I can’t tell this at home and they can’t take this. But i need this baby because it’s the symbol of our love and I don’t want to kill or something.”

He: “Okay! Don’t worry, I’ll tell at home, even you tell about our relationship at your home and try to convince them. If they are not okay with this we should get married without their permission as we are majors and we love each other and if we drag like it will be a problem because we can’t hide the truth!”

She: “okay, but we need to do something soon” she smiled with tears and hugged him. He hugged her back and kissed her.

He went to his place and told his parents about this and they are okay with this and for the marriage but her parents are not okay with this and she fought at home and left her parents. When they met after meeting their parents, she hugged him and explained what has happened and he took her to his home where he stays and they are now being in a single home and it’s all his love which is making her happy!

It’s 7th month for her and she on maternity leave. One afternoon she is waiting for him to come home, but he didn’t come. She called and couldn’t reach his number then later in the evening she got a call stating that he met with an accident ,his head got injured ,due to heavy bleeding from the head and he passed away on the spot and they asked to collect the body from mortuary! She remained breathless for what she heard over phone and suddenly world seems to be upside down for her. She ran to hospital and collapsed on seeing him in such state. She couldn’t face and cried like hell. She doesn’t want this to happen and she wants her to be in his place instead of him. She called her parents, but they didn’t turn up. People are now calling him as body that was once her soul mate, love of her life. She called his parents and they blamed her for everything and did the funeral.

Life became so tough for her, she is unable to eat, sleep and survive. She cried like there are no more tears in her eyes, she couldn’t stay at the place where they lived happily. She hate god, her life. She cried in the darkness and remained all alone. She used to scream at nights and used to go mad literally. She wants to die and try committing suicide for two times but failed. She became weak physically and mentally without any moral support. Some of her friends admitted her in the hospital. Due to her ill health, baby’s condition is not proper inside and doctors took out the baby at 8 th month itself. It’s a premature tiny baby wrapped in a cloth, lying beside her with closed eyes, tiny ears, and tiny lips as his father’s. She touched his fingers and kissed him. Cried hard for her loneliness. Scolded her luck and fate. Prayed god to give strength to fight for her tiny little one.

She felt happy on seeing the tiny one and understood why she has to still exist. She faced lot of problems, she couldn’t get any help financially from both parents, heard many rumors of the society, faced worst situations, became stronger by each passing day and hided her tears to see the smiles of the little one. She worked hard just to fulfill all the needs of the little one and brought him up same as his father. She is happy to see their loved one to grow in front of her, but she has this missing feeling of the person once she loved the most.

She is now transformed into a strong single parent and owned the same coffee shop as remembrance of her love, where was once she used to be a regular vendee, a girl who was young and innocent, a girl who was childish, who was once thought of committing suicide for life’s injuries and girl who was once left alone by everything and everyone ,even by fate!