First Love!

First Love!! It happens to everyone and everyone has to go through that phase at some point in life. It’s the most beautiful phase of life and it either happens with the right person at a wrong time or with the wrong person at the right time. You feel that you found someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you have never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more from them. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true and goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something good or something unexpected happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, you always know that they will share the equal excitement with you. You run to them in the first place, when you are in trouble.

It mostly happens at a quite young age where your body is already excited and ready with the rush of hormones to love someone. They give you butterflies in your stomach when you see them for the first time, the moment when you touch them, you feel the divine love. The wait to see them after a long day gives you joy and you feel that it is worth the wait, when they hold your hand. Colors seem brighter and more glorious. You see every day in a different way, where you have never seen in life. You feel so loved and warmth by them.

You are not embarrassed or cry with them or in front of them. You will act as a fool and make fun of yourself in front of them to make them laugh. You always dream living a happy life with them all the time. You fantasize and think about waking up next to them every day. You feel delighted in their company and the way they show how much you love them or how much you mean to them. They tell you how beautiful you are and how much they are feeling proud to be with you. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around.

Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you.

You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate that will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. 

You always cherish their voice where you spoke to them for hours, remember their dislikes, likes, the places where you went together, music you have listened together, and everything about them.  You remember your first kiss, first touch and you remember all the first things you have done with them, no matter whether you live with them forever or not, expect and dream about living with them for the whole life and always wants to be with them, no matter what happens and what you get back!

Even when you are not pretty sure about being with them forever or even after breaking up with them, you always carve a special place for them in your heart, which will never let that feel to go no matter what happens and how many persons pass across your life, you will never forget your first love and nothing can replace the essence or memories you spent with them. People are really lucky whose first love is the one which lasts forever with them and who can feel the essence of it.

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Blogiversary

I’m really happy to say that my blog is one year old today ,happy anniversary to Sasha’s Writings. Okay ,i know that i’m  acting little weird but i’m really happy and glad to do this.

It’s a quite long and blissful journey of one year ,i have 591 followers now ,which is not a bad number i guess,but each and every one of you means a lot to me.Here, i met many great people with great personalities and people who are really friendly here. People over here write their heart out and inspire all others. Thanks to lot eachband everyone of you for your support amd love🙂There are people who supported me by commenting genuinely. My special thanks to Sav ,Enigma , Neal ,Rajath , Raki , RanjeetaRobertaPimentel,  AmitavMiriam ,Ajay , DavidSnape , PrakashMirrorGirl , Elaine ,  JacquelineRoseelaine , RomanusMinion , AyokaArtistMikael,  Radhika , Angela , Brenda , Saraa , Anushree ,TanyaRavishraj,Aditi ,  BeingAmulya ,Samantha ,  Lathiya , Moushmi ,Seenu , Lovey , Monika,  Jamila , SpandanChavan , Steeve , Michael ,Arusuvaiunavu , Miracle ,  CreativeWorld ,WorldforWomen , Dilkiaawazsuno ,AvinashDas , RJ,  WetBliss , Cyranny , Trav , Dilip , Vikas , CandlesOnline ,Jennifer , Passionist ,   Prachi ,HenrittaWatson , RajkrishnaSimpleme , Ananya,   Janaki , Martha ,Shivakumar , Andrei ,Harshuweb, Curryncode,  Tranquility , Arpitbind , Eddaz , AlwaysMomHassanIrfan , MsB ,  UpenReddy , BreaktimeStories ,SyedSabah , Mary ,  Momma’sview ,  EttaNocturnalMandibelle ,Robin , Vonita , Revhead, Nicky ,  Betcha , koolkosherkitchen , Pamela , Amogh , Spardha , Jaycolby ,  Ajayvyas ,  Priyadarshini , Bursh , Currynode , Livingme , Sudershana,  Misery,  DannyAdelinaPatricia , BlackGirldown , SudhirChauhan , Shaylon , Haze ,  WorldsbeautywebMindloveMisery , Razz , DomNezel Young , Zee

If i get a chance,i would like to meet everyone and hug you all as a gratitude and want to thanks each and everyone directly!

Everyone of you please grab a chair and enjoy!I would like to arrange a small treat for everyone on this special day!I’m inviting each and every one of you,please do visit and lets have fun!


Enjoy this little treat and introduce yourselves  to one another and let’s have fun!

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Blogger Recognition Award

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Hello People!I didn’t post anything since few days.I was busy with some other works and i missed WP.So here is a big news,i have been nominated for another award,i.e Blogger Recognition Award by two amazing people. One is Vinayak Gupta and another is Dilip.Thanks a lot both of you for recognising my writings and nominating me for this award.It really makes me happy  and i feel glad if someone recognises my writings and nominate me for an award like this!

So here are the rules for the award:

  1. Thank the blogger who nominated you and provide a link to their blog.
  2. Write a post to show your award.
  3. Give a brief story of how your blog started.
  4. Give two pieces of advice to new bloggers.
  5. Select 15 other bloggers you want to give this award to.
  6. Comment on each blog and let them know that they have been nominated.

⭕️ My sincere thanks to Vinayak and Dilip for nominating me for this award.Do visit their blogs and read those amazing writings.

⭕️ It’s a long story about how my blog started.I had this idea of blogging ,but never did.So one fine day,i met a person on the way to my home , after hearing to his story, i wrote my first post on what i felt for him.That’s the way i started blogging and I’ll complete a year by the end of this month🙂

⭕️ I didn’t complete years in blogging ,so I’m not that perfect to advice,but being yourself and writing your heart out are the things which are important to new bloggers!

⭕️ I really can’t choose and nominate people now ,but this is for all my blogging friends .One can take part in this if you are interested.

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Real curves of woman!

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Does beauty mean having a perfect shape? The word beautiful defines perfect curves, but curves mean having a perfect personality? According to me, having perfect curves means having the perfect curve of lips, a perfect smile to conquer the world. A smile is the most beautiful curve of a woman’s body! A woman’s beauty all depends upon how she carries herself and how she enhances her beauty which she has.

The word b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l itself is curvy so why a woman shouldn’t be!? Every woman is beautiful in her own way, the only thing is about how others perceive.

A woman is beautiful when she tries to speak something or express something with her eyes, see the beautiful curve of her eyes…

A woman is beautiful when she smiles wholeheartedly, see the beautiful curve of her lips…

A woman is beautiful when she blushes and smiles naturally, see the beautiful curves of her cheeks…

A woman is beautiful when she cook something for you and when she feeds you with her own hands; see the beautiful curves of her hands…

A woman is beautiful when she comes to you by running, just to give you a hug after a tiresome day, see the beautiful curves of her feet…

A woman is beautiful when she forgives after all the shit you make, see the beautiful curves of her kind heart…

A woman is beautiful when she tries to advise or work for her family, in spite of her tiresome life and works equally to a man, see the beautiful curves of her mind…

A woman is beautiful when she shows her love to make you smile, see the beautiful curves of her loving heart…

A woman is beautiful when she loves you so much and surrenders herself to you while making love, see the beautiful curves of her naked soul!

Dear Men! “Just admire, adore, and compliment a woman as the way she is. She might be short, curvy, skinny, tall, it doesn’t matter. All that matters is her caring nature and loving heart! The true beauty of the woman is reflected in her soul!”

Dear fellow women! Remember that “Nothing makes a woman more beautiful than the belief that she is beautiful!”

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First post of 2017

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This is the first post of this year and everyone should have great year ahead! I don’t have the habit of writing resolutions,goals at the starting of the year. But this year i wanna start something new so that it could be a better year than last one.

So here are the things which i learnt from 2016:

🔳 Never trust someone too much,no matter how sweet they speak.

🔳 Don’t expect too much from life and from any person even,because expectations always hurts!

🔳 How much you crave for the thing to happen also it won’t ,untill and unless you get the right time,right place and with the right person only. So don’t crave or don’t just jump into the things to happen fast and don’t do things in haste because “haste makes waste”!

🔳 Don’t expect people to stay with you forever,life is a journey and some stays and some leaves when they reach their destination.

🔳 Never do things without a proper clarity and without clarity don’t promise anything to anyone ,which might lead to problems later.

🔳 Never hurt people fast,if once it’s done ,we can’t repay for it or we can’t change things.

🔳 Never be dependent on anything or anyone.

🔳 Time is precious and spend it wisely.Time once wasted can’t be returned!

🔳 Being positive and overconfident all the time gives you negative results sometimes.Sometimes it’s better to think in both the ways!

Things that made me happy in 2016:

🔳 First thing is blogging ,this really makes me happy .I can write anything here and i met many wonderful people here and got good friends through blogging.
🔳 Pierced nosering.
🔳 Visited araku for two times.
🔳 Had wonderful time with my  lovable friends.
🔳  Got to know what I’m,the real me.
🔳  Making art as an obsession.
🔳 Got a clear idea of what I really need and where i want to be.
🔳 Became more stronger to face more shit in life!
🔳 Joined gym to refresh my mind.

Things i wanna do in 2017:

🔳 Pierce a tattoo.
🔳 Concentrate more on career.
🔳 Reduce weight.
🔳 Visit few places with friends.
🔳 Learn to cook delicious recipes.
🔳 Not to hurt people easily.
🔳 Forgive easily.
🔳 Speak carefully.
🔳 Love myself more.
🔳 Stop eating too much sugary things.
🔳 Love my family more.
🔳 Be more matured and independent.
🔳 Stop acting crazy and childish.
🔳 Stop worrying too much about life and problems.
🔳 Be happy all the time in any tyoe of situation.
🔳 Take care of my health more.
🔳 Visit more orphanages and help more people who are in need.
🔳 Spend time ideally and wisely.
🔳 Plan the things and write them down,no matter how little they are.
🔳 Stop biting nails.

I don’t know whether i’m gonna follow each and everything in this list,but few things for sure.Expecting this year to be blissful ahead!

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Post for a chocolate!

People always ask me why I love chocolate so much?!if someone asks what can make me happy instantly, my answer would be definitely “A chocolate” without hesitation!It makes me happy instantly, it never asks me silly questions when I go for it, it understands and melts in my mouth, makes me feel yummmmmm…….😋😋

It never questions me back when I squeeze it with my own hands or bite it between my teeth or lick it with my tongue or swallow it.It understands me loves me, makes me feel good, makes my mood lighter, satisfies my cravings!

I don’t generally need some person to stay happy, I can stay happy with some chocolate.I call fall in chocolate instead of love because it doesn’t ditch!

Maybe like this😂😂.I can’t really express how happy I feel by licking chocolate which is half melted…it’s just mmmmm…..

So, my dear chocolates which I had in these many years and made me happy, this post is for you😘, thank you for making me happy instantly, even on my worst days!Gratitude for you Sweetness!

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Flying with colourful wings!

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Born as a bird,

Brought up in a nest,

Fantasized of flying with colorful wings,

Ditched by fate’s trip,

Went through rigid times,

Fallen down as a dried leaf!

Felt warmth by the wings that wrapped around me,

Felt like a queen and shared love,

Deceived by love and torn,

Left alone with shattered pieces of heart,

Learned to live alone and fly on own,

Embraced by another love as a ray of light in a dark room,

Bloomed with hope and flew high,

Trusted and been intimate with the love,

Fantasized about being forever in each other’s arms,

Karma, been the bitch and separated us,

Perished mentally, deceived, cried, loved, broken and left solely!

Fallen to the ground and sobbed silently,

Waited for the time to heal everything,

Gained all the strength, heaved my wings to glide along,

Failed first, teased by the life’s trick, fallen down all the time,

Tried and tired,

Congregated all the strength, tried again and again,

Gained all the courage and flying high in the sky to defeat my loneliness, my defeats, my fate, my scares, my shattered pieces of heart, my frails and my worries!

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What is Life? 

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What is Life?Why is life so complicated?Why it’s so confusing? I think no one can answer these questions exactly. Sometimes it seems to be a mirage and sometimes it seems to be like just a black image.Why?why?why? Well! I’m in my mid 20’s and still searching for the thing!I really don’t know what is the thing with life.It gives happiness in an hour and the same times it gives pain in the next hour!I wonder how and why things happen like this!

Sometimes it gives fruitful sleep and sometimes it gives horribles dreams… does it happens only to me or even everyone feels the same?am i the only one who thinks like that?When I try to be calm it pinches me when I turn to fight with my own life, it calms down and bows to me!what the hell is even this?

I smiled at my odds, took everything as a positive one, but still everytime same thing repeats! Why like this? When it gave me lemons, I made lemonade and at the same time when it gave me dilemma I made a dillemmanade! It showed me peaks of happiness and the peaks of shit even..yet, I really don’t know what is the real meaning of so-called Life!

Sometimes it makes us get closer to people, when we get closer, it will take its part and separate us from those people! Sometimes it makes us be with the people whom we really don’t like!it makes to feel excited, sometimes vulnerable, sometimes happy, and sometimes weak, sometimes it makes us grow and sometimes it throws us beneath the earth.

We protest at things and accept few things.We will not really be happy with acceptance or protesting things, but life goes on..I know what makes me happy, but those things can’t happen! At last, after all, I understood only one thing, Life is a battlefield, you have to sacrifice your everything and fight your best to get what you want!

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Hidden feelings

It’s 1.00 am and the weather is windy. Leaves began to fall down from the trees. He couldn’t sleep, so he opened laptop and watched his favorite episode .He couldn’t continue for the second episode. He felt that something is haunting inside him! The wind from the windows waved as a sign of rain. He closed the laptop and went to the book shelf and found a book by famous author. It’s romantic one and he thought that it’s not the time for romance and opened another penny dreadful one of his collection and read few pages, but still he couldn’t feel even the slight change in his mind and heart.
He closed the book and stood near the window and looked outside at the leaves which are moving for the wind. He felt chilled wind touching his forehead and cheeks. His thoughts went back to the days, the days of his happiness, joy, pain! He thought of her, her beautiful divine eyes, her beautiful heart, her angel smile, her love which changed his life, her smell of a fruitful reference. He felt a frozen punch in his heart and he got remembrance of her face when she was on death bed! Her moribund face, her faded smile and her weak body.

He couldn’t grip anymore and he felt a warm tear falling down the cheeks. He cried his heart out. He felt sedated at heart and it started raining. He thought that those raindrops might be her tears that couldn’t see him crying! He remembered his promise to her that he would never cry and fend him and smile all the time and wiped the tears and smiled back at the sky!!A raindrop touched his cheek. He went back to his bed and opened his drawer, looked at the beautiful image of her, hugged the frame and slept!

 

It’s written in response of Mindlovemiserymenagerie Wordle week #131 Challenge

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Weekly Weather: Spring 

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Lovely Spring “Spring is the season of reborth,renewal and regrowth!spring season makes reappearance of green colour everywhere and makes human sould apt to revive!” This is written in response to Jennifer Nichole’s Challenge of weekly weather :SpringP Photo by :Sasha $@$#@