First Love!

First Love!! It happens to everyone and everyone has to go through that phase at some point in life. It’s the most beautiful phase of life and it either happens with the right person at a wrong time or with the wrong person at the right time. You feel that you found someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you have never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more from them. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true and goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something good or something unexpected happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, you always know that they will share the equal excitement with you. You run to them in the first place, when you are in trouble.

It mostly happens at a quite young age where your body is already excited and ready with the rush of hormones to love someone. They give you butterflies in your stomach when you see them for the first time, the moment when you touch them, you feel the divine love. The wait to see them after a long day gives you joy and you feel that it is worth the wait, when they hold your hand. Colors seem brighter and more glorious. You see every day in a different way, where you have never seen in life. You feel so loved and warmth by them.

You are not embarrassed or cry with them or in front of them. You will act as a fool and make fun of yourself in front of them to make them laugh. You always dream living a happy life with them all the time. You fantasize and think about waking up next to them every day. You feel delighted in their company and the way they show how much you love them or how much you mean to them. They tell you how beautiful you are and how much they are feeling proud to be with you. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around.

Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you.

You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate that will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. 

You always cherish their voice where you spoke to them for hours, remember their dislikes, likes, the places where you went together, music you have listened together, and everything about them.  You remember your first kiss, first touch and you remember all the first things you have done with them, no matter whether you live with them forever or not, expect and dream about living with them for the whole life and always wants to be with them, no matter what happens and what you get back!

Even when you are not pretty sure about being with them forever or even after breaking up with them, you always carve a special place for them in your heart, which will never let that feel to go no matter what happens and how many persons pass across your life, you will never forget your first love and nothing can replace the essence or memories you spent with them. People are really lucky whose first love is the one which lasts forever with them and who can feel the essence of it.

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People in Life

Some people come suddenly into our life with no reason,

Some leave in the middle when we need them the most,

Some stay with us even though we don’t want them to,

Some come at right time ,when we need help,

Some learn from  us,some teach us lessons,some hurt us,some love us,some get loved,some care us,some forgive us,some get forgived,some get cared,

Whatever the reason it might be some people always stay at a special place in our life,no matter what they do,it might be wrong or right,

We admire some and adore some, we inspire some and get inspired,

Some love us,care for us, but they remain as friends,well wishers and caretakers,

Some will just meet once and become as partner for life,

Some are really close to us but expects privacy and some are just friends with no secrets and regrets,

Some people are fake and some are genuine ,some are honest and some are loyal,some are kind and some are some are rude,some acts and some reacts,

Some stay forever and some will come back never,

Whoever leaves and whoever comes the only person to stay with you forever and the only person who loves ,cares and can makeyou ultimately happy is yourself. 

 

 

 

Flying with colourful wings!

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Born as a bird,

Brought up in a nest,

Fantasized of flying with colorful wings,

Ditched by fate’s trip,

Went through rigid times,

Fallen down as a dried leaf!

Felt warmth by the wings that wrapped around me,

Felt like a queen and shared love,

Deceived by love and torn,

Left alone with shattered pieces of heart,

Learned to live alone and fly on own,

Embraced by another love as a ray of light in a dark room,

Bloomed with hope and flew high,

Trusted and been intimate with the love,

Fantasized about being forever in each other’s arms,

Karma, been the bitch and separated us,

Perished mentally, deceived, cried, loved, broken and left solely!

Fallen to the ground and sobbed silently,

Waited for the time to heal everything,

Gained all the strength, heaved my wings to glide along,

Failed first, teased by the life’s trick, fallen down all the time,

Tried and tired,

Congregated all the strength, tried again and again,

Gained all the courage and flying high in the sky to defeat my loneliness, my defeats, my fate, my scares, my shattered pieces of heart, my frails and my worries!

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Decieved&Dead!

Every second is like an era of pain which passes through every vein,

I was unaware of this nightmare,

Like the bird that flies high in the sky, you went out with a relief of sigh,

Seeing you flying, made me collapsed there and remained crying,

I waited for so long by anticipating you to come along,

With all the feeling of deserted and exasperated, I returned exhausted!

I explored the steps to reach the heights you live in, but failed because those are unapproachable to reach in,

Though they seem to belong way, I tried to climb with all my intensity to reach you,

My eyes glittered to see you and my heart skipped a beat, in reaching you with the descending steps of every foot,

You have transformed and tossed me down,

I cried till my throat became empty and my eyes became fluffy,

A voice from inside, laughed because of me being so naive,

Being decieved&unvalued, my body drowned in the shore and my soul which is the replica of sacred love died to the core!!

This is written in response to Tanya’s Poetry Challenge #3

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Hidden feelings

It’s 1.00 am and the weather is windy. Leaves began to fall down from the trees. He couldn’t sleep, so he opened laptop and watched his favorite episode .He couldn’t continue for the second episode. He felt that something is haunting inside him! The wind from the windows waved as a sign of rain. He closed the laptop and went to the book shelf and found a book by famous author. It’s romantic one and he thought that it’s not the time for romance and opened another penny dreadful one of his collection and read few pages, but still he couldn’t feel even the slight change in his mind and heart.
He closed the book and stood near the window and looked outside at the leaves which are moving for the wind. He felt chilled wind touching his forehead and cheeks. His thoughts went back to the days, the days of his happiness, joy, pain! He thought of her, her beautiful divine eyes, her beautiful heart, her angel smile, her love which changed his life, her smell of a fruitful reference. He felt a frozen punch in his heart and he got remembrance of her face when she was on death bed! Her moribund face, her faded smile and her weak body.

He couldn’t grip anymore and he felt a warm tear falling down the cheeks. He cried his heart out. He felt sedated at heart and it started raining. He thought that those raindrops might be her tears that couldn’t see him crying! He remembered his promise to her that he would never cry and fend him and smile all the time and wiped the tears and smiled back at the sky!!A raindrop touched his cheek. He went back to his bed and opened his drawer, looked at the beautiful image of her, hugged the frame and slept!

 

It’s written in response of Mindlovemiserymenagerie Wordle week #131 Challenge

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Seasonal smile

This post is in response to weekly photo challenge It’s not the time of year without ….

 Clouds covering the hills 



                       Araku hill station

Rain all over


                        Thatipudi

Green fields 

                         Araku valley

I perdonally love Araku valley and i do visir this place once in a year!It is a must to visit place especially in netween October to January where we can see fresh flowers bloomed,clouds that lies in between the hills and the green fields everywhere! I feel so fresh and this place automatically brings smile on my face😊

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Romantic love🌹💞

She returned from office to home as usual and parked the car. She took her laptop bag, handbag and searched for the keys to open the door, but to her surprise it’s already opened. She got a bit confused and startled. She went inside and sensed the perfume, a well known erotic and memorized scent of his. She felt so amazed to sense this smell after a long time. As she followed to the kitchen she found her favorite chocolate cake and pizza baked. She took the cream with her finger and licked.

She looked on the coffee table where she found a note saying “miss u beautiful, waiting to touch you”. She blushed slightly and knows pretty well, who written that and followed to the bedroom. She saw a bunch of 300 red roses which are aromatic and a note attached to it saying “a rose for each single day I missed you”…she smiled by seeing that and looked beside roses; she found her favorite chocolate box. She felt happy as a child and looked around for him. She went in search of him. She followed staircase and reached terrace, but couldn’t find him. Its dark and sky is filled with stars and a complete moon. She suddenly felt tight arms surrounding her waist and a soft lips kissed her at the back of her neck. She missed that kiss, something rushed through her veins and she didn’t turn back to see him.“Miss you like hell” he whispered.  She is enjoying the longing feeling of his and remained silent. She knows how much he loves her and she want him to express more.
He came in front of her to see her in moonlight. Her face seems to be like a wax doll in the moonlight .He kissed her on her forehead; she felt the touch and hugged him. She could listen to his heartbeat as he is tall and well built. She remained silent and said “love you honey”. He took her face in his arms and kissed her on her lips passionately as there is no tomorrow. She kissed him even more passionately as the world is going to end. Their lips locked and tongues entwined. He suddenly stopped and said “I love you to the moon and back”. She hugged him tight and said “missed you so much “. He carried her in his arms like a baby and took her to the bedroom and they made love passionately as the bodies craved for each other’s touch and their bodies entwined with each other and their souls filled with the intimacy of their bond!

 

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