Hidden feelings

It’s 1.00 am and the weather is windy. Leaves began to fall down from the trees. He couldn’t sleep, so he opened laptop and watched his favorite episode .He couldn’t continue for the second episode. He felt that something is haunting inside him! The wind from the windows waved as a sign of rain. He closed the laptop and went to the book shelf and found a book by famous author. It’s romantic one and he thought that it’s not the time for romance and opened another penny dreadful one of his collection and read few pages, but still he couldn’t feel even the slight change in his mind and heart.
He closed the book and stood near the window and looked outside at the leaves which are moving for the wind. He felt chilled wind touching his forehead and cheeks. His thoughts went back to the days, the days of his happiness, joy, pain! He thought of her, her beautiful divine eyes, her beautiful heart, her angel smile, her love which changed his life, her smell of a fruitful reference. He felt a frozen punch in his heart and he got remembrance of her face when she was on death bed! Her moribund face, her faded smile and her weak body.

He couldn’t grip anymore and he felt a warm tear falling down the cheeks. He cried his heart out. He felt sedated at heart and it started raining. He thought that those raindrops might be her tears that couldn’t see him crying! He remembered his promise to her that he would never cry and fend him and smile all the time and wiped the tears and smiled back at the sky!!A raindrop touched his cheek. He went back to his bed and opened his drawer, looked at the beautiful image of her, hugged the frame and slept!

 

It’s written in response of Mindlovemiserymenagerie Wordle week #131 Challenge

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Dry leaf&fake smile

 

photo by Sandis Helvigs via Unsplash 


There is birth,life and death took placed in dried leaf which can only be seen by the hidden lines on it;the same way there will be agony,happiness,tears in each person which is hidden by every smile he fakes!!

Three line Tales challenge by Only 100 words
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True agony!

Only the cheeks know the weight of the tears falling down them.

Only the silent night knows the screams of the inner voice which is suppressed in a pillow.

Only the pillow knows what’s the depth of the situation.

Only the eyes knows how blurry those are filled with tears to even look at the mobile screen.

Only the mouth knows how to suppress the noise of the agony.

Only the stars,moon and black clouds know how many times we gaze at them from balcony by sitting alone and wiping tears.

Only the throat knows what’s that lump which is unable to come out.

Only the heart knows how bad it hurts to cry each night for the same reason again and again and keep all the pain within us.

Only the mind knows how many million times does it hear the same lines “why the fuck me life ?why always me?”!

Only the stomach knows how to hide the pain and smile next day ,as if you are the happiest person on this whole earth!!

Daily post :subdued

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Breeze on seashore

Quote

Like a cool evening breeze you touched my soul,
You were the happiness and you were the goal,
I walked on the sand of the sea shore called love,
It felt like a sky and the we were the dove’s,
Like the water that touches one’s feet in a seas shore,
You drifted away,never to be reached.


Being deceived ,i ignored your transience,by not knowing that I’ll find you only in remembrance.
And then,like a iridescent pearl you became my light,
While you found another shore out of my sight.
Blinded my your luminance,I let you swim across my shore,
Untill you became a spot,that i couldn’t see you anymore.
And then finally,
Like a ship that comes to the rescue,
You stick it with glue,
I don’t know that i was losing you,
Untill i knew it was who,
The breeze stopped and then the water dried!

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