A post about the Woman!

Have you ever noticed a woman with tough attitude and strong enough to protect herself from this world? If you see such woman respect her and give a smile. Every woman has a past, some were physically abused, some grown up all alone, some had violent parents, some has issues with their own body, some has undergone sexual abuse from their own family and some were abused by others.

Some had messed up love stories, some were forced into sex in the name of love. Some had been date raped, some have been gone through tough times, some has been photographed on a bed, some had a bad boyfriend, some has been blackmailed by her ex-boyfriend, some has menstrual problems, some had been in abusive relationship. Some had a broken family, some had a divorce, some has been cheated in the name of love. Some had financial issues, some had obesity issues, some had a few unsuccessful suicide attempts and some had alcohol addiction or drug addiction.

Some might have seen true love, some might have faced an abusive boyfriend, some might be beaten by a callous husband, some might have been truly loved, some might be been cheated in the name of it.

If you see a woman, who went through any of this, who has already gone through all this, tied her hair up, masked her sorrows into a divine smile, stood tall and strong, walked towards her bright future despite of what all shed once had and what all she has now, because she still has some hope left inside her and has not given up on the concept of true love does exist in this world, don’t poke her or stab her with her past.Don’t confront her, don’t abuse her more because she already had enough. Just give a way to her and smile at her, if possible just walk along with her. If you get a chance, hold her hand and you will get to know how sweet her soul is and how strong her hopes are! You will be amazed to see such a strong and tough woman who is still standing strong despite all the energy has been sucked out.

She need not always be only the woman next door or from a different home. She could be your own sister, your own friend, your own girlfriend, your own wife and might be your own mother. Don’t judge her by her past, no matter what,  gift her a peaceful life she deserves, holds her hand against the world which knows only to judge, tap her back at her odds and see how beautiful she smiles and make you feel the pride to have her!

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First Love!

First Love!! It happens to everyone and everyone has to go through that phase at some point in life. It’s the most beautiful phase of life and it either happens with the right person at a wrong time or with the wrong person at the right time. You feel that you found someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you have never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more from them. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true and goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something good or something unexpected happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, you always know that they will share the equal excitement with you. You run to them in the first place, when you are in trouble.

It mostly happens at a quite young age where your body is already excited and ready with the rush of hormones to love someone. They give you butterflies in your stomach when you see them for the first time, the moment when you touch them, you feel the divine love. The wait to see them after a long day gives you joy and you feel that it is worth the wait, when they hold your hand. Colors seem brighter and more glorious. You see every day in a different way, where you have never seen in life. You feel so loved and warmth by them.

You are not embarrassed or cry with them or in front of them. You will act as a fool and make fun of yourself in front of them to make them laugh. You always dream living a happy life with them all the time. You fantasize and think about waking up next to them every day. You feel delighted in their company and the way they show how much you love them or how much you mean to them. They tell you how beautiful you are and how much they are feeling proud to be with you. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around.

Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you.

You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate that will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. 

You always cherish their voice where you spoke to them for hours, remember their dislikes, likes, the places where you went together, music you have listened together, and everything about them.  You remember your first kiss, first touch and you remember all the first things you have done with them, no matter whether you live with them forever or not, expect and dream about living with them for the whole life and always wants to be with them, no matter what happens and what you get back!

Even when you are not pretty sure about being with them forever or even after breaking up with them, you always carve a special place for them in your heart, which will never let that feel to go no matter what happens and how many persons pass across your life, you will never forget your first love and nothing can replace the essence or memories you spent with them. People are really lucky whose first love is the one which lasts forever with them and who can feel the essence of it.

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Bad dream!

It was completely dark and she was in the midst of a huge and dense forest, where nothing can be seen clearly. She could sense that something is spooky and some bad senses were pulling her down.

Someone pulled her hair; she turned to see who it was but to her surprise there was no one, she stood there numb and tried to understand where she was! Someone pulled her hair again; she turned again, but couldn’t find anyone. Some strange fear passed down her body and felt cold at her spine. She got goose-bumps as a sensation of fear and tried to run.

She began to run to escape from the place, but something was chasing her, she wasn’t sure whether it was someone or something, all she could hear was only noise, heavy footsteps approaching her, but couldn’t see a person or nothing. Sweat was running through her body and her clothes became wet. She wants to scream her lungs out for help, but couldn’t! She tried hard, but not a word came out of her throat, she felt weak, creepy, struck, numb and helpless!

She started to run again for long distance, but she couldn’t find a path to escape, she suddenly felt that someone placed a hand on her shoulder, she was almost dead of that creepy thing and wondered who it might would be and the fear ran through her nerves and turned to see who it was. It was a big branch and leaves of a tree. She felt little relieved and sat down under the tree.

She felt thirsty, hungry and tired of running. Then she suddenly felt that someone was holding her waist from the back, pulling her down, she thought of moving her legs and getting up, but she couldn’t. All she could feel was paralyzed, she wants to scream high, get rid of it, but couldn’t, she tried hard to move but got struck by something. She started to cry, but no voice came out. She tried hard to move away, but couldn’t. Fear passed down every nerve of her and thought that it might be the last day of her life; she cried all alone, feeling helpless and suddenly she got up from sleep with sweat running down her forehead and neck. She then realized that the thing which she experienced was a bad dream!!

 

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Real curves of woman!

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Does beauty mean having a perfect shape? The word beautiful defines perfect curves, but curves mean having a perfect personality? According to me, having perfect curves means having the perfect curve of lips, a perfect smile to conquer the world. A smile is the most beautiful curve of a woman’s body! A woman’s beauty all depends upon how she carries herself and how she enhances her beauty which she has.

The word b.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l itself is curvy so why a woman shouldn’t be!? Every woman is beautiful in her own way, the only thing is about how others perceive.

A woman is beautiful when she tries to speak something or express something with her eyes, see the beautiful curve of her eyes…

A woman is beautiful when she smiles wholeheartedly, see the beautiful curve of her lips…

A woman is beautiful when she blushes and smiles naturally, see the beautiful curves of her cheeks…

A woman is beautiful when she cook something for you and when she feeds you with her own hands; see the beautiful curves of her hands…

A woman is beautiful when she comes to you by running, just to give you a hug after a tiresome day, see the beautiful curves of her feet…

A woman is beautiful when she forgives after all the shit you make, see the beautiful curves of her kind heart…

A woman is beautiful when she tries to advise or work for her family, in spite of her tiresome life and works equally to a man, see the beautiful curves of her mind…

A woman is beautiful when she shows her love to make you smile, see the beautiful curves of her loving heart…

A woman is beautiful when she loves you so much and surrenders herself to you while making love, see the beautiful curves of her naked soul!

Dear Men! “Just admire, adore, and compliment a woman as the way she is. She might be short, curvy, skinny, tall, it doesn’t matter. All that matters is her caring nature and loving heart! The true beauty of the woman is reflected in her soul!”

Dear fellow women! Remember that “Nothing makes a woman more beautiful than the belief that she is beautiful!”

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Mind and Heart!

There will be always an inconsistency between mind and heart!At some situations, mind says something where heart opposes it.The battle between mind and heart will be like what I know VS what I feel!

Mind always says that I’m “fat”, the very first word when I look into the mirror, but my mind comforts with a word called Curvy!

Mind always says that I’m fed up with things, but my heart comforts and says “baby!you are not fed up, but you are exhausted and you need to relax!” 

Mind always says that I’m amateur, but my heart comforts and says “no one is perfect dear, you are just learning things in life!”

Mind always says that life is so fu**ed up, but my heart always comforts saying “It’s all about life and happens to everyone on this earth!”

Mind always thinks practically whereas heart always thinks emotionally!

Mind knows truth whereas heart wants lies!

Mind is a great deceiver, heart get fooled easily,

Mind says move on, heart says hold on!

A mind has no heart and heart has no brain, that’s why when we speak by a mind, we seem heartless and when we do by heart, it seems thoughtless!

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Me&Myself!

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I love myself because I won’t ditch and leave me alone anytime.
I worship myself because I’m the one who stands by myself and helps me to face the stuff.
I admire myself because I’m me always and I never act as fake.
I care for myself because I’m the one whom I can to share everything with.
I trust myself because I never let myself down and never let all my secrets out.
I pamper myself because I’m the one who helps me out to come out of the moody situation.
I have faith in me because I’ll always do good for myself.
I believe in me because I never judge myself,
I can be as myself because I’m happy with me and I don’t need someone to make myself happy!
I’m not a narcissist, but I love myself more than anyone do!

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Flying with colourful wings!

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Born as a bird,

Brought up in a nest,

Fantasized of flying with colorful wings,

Ditched by fate’s trip,

Went through rigid times,

Fallen down as a dried leaf!

Felt warmth by the wings that wrapped around me,

Felt like a queen and shared love,

Deceived by love and torn,

Left alone with shattered pieces of heart,

Learned to live alone and fly on own,

Embraced by another love as a ray of light in a dark room,

Bloomed with hope and flew high,

Trusted and been intimate with the love,

Fantasized about being forever in each other’s arms,

Karma, been the bitch and separated us,

Perished mentally, deceived, cried, loved, broken and left solely!

Fallen to the ground and sobbed silently,

Waited for the time to heal everything,

Gained all the strength, heaved my wings to glide along,

Failed first, teased by the life’s trick, fallen down all the time,

Tried and tired,

Congregated all the strength, tried again and again,

Gained all the courage and flying high in the sky to defeat my loneliness, my defeats, my fate, my scares, my shattered pieces of heart, my frails and my worries!

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What is Life? 

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What is Life?Why is life so complicated?Why it’s so confusing? I think no one can answer these questions exactly. Sometimes it seems to be a mirage and sometimes it seems to be like just a black image.Why?why?why? Well! I’m in my mid 20’s and still searching for the thing!I really don’t know what is the thing with life.It gives happiness in an hour and the same times it gives pain in the next hour!I wonder how and why things happen like this!

Sometimes it gives fruitful sleep and sometimes it gives horribles dreams… does it happens only to me or even everyone feels the same?am i the only one who thinks like that?When I try to be calm it pinches me when I turn to fight with my own life, it calms down and bows to me!what the hell is even this?

I smiled at my odds, took everything as a positive one, but still everytime same thing repeats! Why like this? When it gave me lemons, I made lemonade and at the same time when it gave me dilemma I made a dillemmanade! It showed me peaks of happiness and the peaks of shit even..yet, I really don’t know what is the real meaning of so-called Life!

Sometimes it makes us get closer to people, when we get closer, it will take its part and separate us from those people! Sometimes it makes us be with the people whom we really don’t like!it makes to feel excited, sometimes vulnerable, sometimes happy, and sometimes weak, sometimes it makes us grow and sometimes it throws us beneath the earth.

We protest at things and accept few things.We will not really be happy with acceptance or protesting things, but life goes on..I know what makes me happy, but those things can’t happen! At last, after all, I understood only one thing, Life is a battlefield, you have to sacrifice your everything and fight your best to get what you want!

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Decieved&Dead!

Every second is like an era of pain which passes through every vein,

I was unaware of this nightmare,

Like the bird that flies high in the sky, you went out with a relief of sigh,

Seeing you flying, made me collapsed there and remained crying,

I waited for so long by anticipating you to come along,

With all the feeling of deserted and exasperated, I returned exhausted!

I explored the steps to reach the heights you live in, but failed because those are unapproachable to reach in,

Though they seem to belong way, I tried to climb with all my intensity to reach you,

My eyes glittered to see you and my heart skipped a beat, in reaching you with the descending steps of every foot,

You have transformed and tossed me down,

I cried till my throat became empty and my eyes became fluffy,

A voice from inside, laughed because of me being so naive,

Being decieved&unvalued, my body drowned in the shore and my soul which is the replica of sacred love died to the core!!

This is written in response to Tanya’s Poetry Challenge #3

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